1st period: senior environmental science
2nd period: modern history (post-wwii)
3rd period: lunch
4th period: discrete math
5th period: english
6th period: creative writing
monday after school: open studio
wednesday after school: yearbook
thursday after school: russian

wellp. cool schedule. i'm so pissed i'm in math after lunch though because chad is a fucking hardass about getting to class on time and will guilt trip the fuck out of you if you're late - "I LEAVE MY BUSINESS TO BE HERE! I SPEND SIX HOURS EACH NIGHT PLANNING CLASS!" lmao no fuck you. i don't even know what i'm doing in discrete math anyway i'm so fucking bad at math

the good part of senior year is that a few of the other kids drive to school, so they can take a couple people to kingstowne or wherever for lunch, which is A+fantastico because i don't want to go to rose hill and mingle with the awful new kids. seriously the new kids are awful fuck this short pudgy-ass kid named wayne kept peering over at my computer even when i was clearly facing it away from him and he tapped the screen with his fucking greasy shitfingers and said "ISN'T THAT DANTE FROM FINAL FANTASY" (my desktop background is of haine and giovanni) and i'm like this

also the reason i took so many after-school clubs is because i want to pretend i'm in a persona game. (=3=) i'm probably gonna end up not going to open studio though because i can do that shit on my own time.

god i hate school so much though uhrgurhgurhguhfrguhrghruhgrhgurg it's. i can't deal with it. it's like this year is purgatory between the hell of primary education and what's hopefully the heaven of secondary education

"Post a single sentence from each WIP you have (or as many as you want to pick). No context, no explanations. No more than one sentence!"

1. (Mihael is always a little less grimy than the men around him; Badou wonders how he does it.)
2. There's a smile on his face, though, wide and thin and cruel, that makes the hairs on the back of Ciel's neck stand up.
3. So he sets out feet on the pavement and gleam in his eye and he's up to the underground again.
4. It's September of the year he's nineteen when he finally learns what a real family should look like.
5. 'Fucking shitty pea-soup fog clogging my fucking sinuses shit I'm gonna move to fucking Hawaii first chance I get-'

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGH i should finish these. fucking. fucking. fucking. fuck. why can't i ever finish anything 8(

"Hey, guys. I am doing our College App Boot Camp next week on Tuesday, August 4 from 12:00-4:00, Wednesday, August 5 from 4:00-8:00, and Thursday, August 6 from 12:00-4:00. You can come the whole time or you can just come part of the time, but unless you are out of town, I need to see you at least once! (If you are working during the day, come to the evening session.) There will be pizza and sodas, and I will give rides to the metro at the end of each session.

Here's what we will be doing: You'll take my mildly amusing quiz on "finding your own best place," start researching some schools, and actually start the "Common Application" which you can use for many different colleges. This will make the fall much less stressful! Bring your laptop and an open mind. This whole college search/college app thing can actually be fun.

I can't wait to see you all!

~Katherine"

nnnnghrhugnrng here's the personality section and other misc sections. samples are coming up. the amount of stress this is causing me is ridiculous.

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okay uh. i'm. apping gio at damned, and this is a Big Fucking Deal. to have this app be the best that it can be, i need a little help. if any of you are familiar with Dogs and Giovanni, will you do me a huge favor and look this over for me? i'm still working on the personality section, so this post just has the history section - the rest of it will be up asap. thank you in advance, this means a lot to me. :(

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*rolls around on the floor, foams at mouth*

someone hold my tongue down, i will choke on it otherwise

oh god

extreme characterization anxiety again

fuck

fuuuuuck

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fat centipede: jesus christ
fat centipede: i think nabari broke me
VanillaMeerkats: Nabari no OH GOD MY LIFE IS RUINED I MAY NEVER SMILE AGAIN
VanillaMeerkats: it totally broke me. last night I just CRIED.
fat centipede: nabari no I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF
VanillaMeerkats: :'(
fat centipede: nabari no WHAT THE FUCK WERE THEY THINKING
fat centipede: nabari no WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING
VanillaMeerkats: nabari no I want to drown myself in hard alcohol
fat centipede: nabari no where'd i put my pipe
VanillaMeerkats: nabari no afk amphetamines
fat centipede: nabari no i understand why people get addicted to vicodin now
VanillaMeerkats: man
VanillaMeerkats: it's like
VanillaMeerkats: SPOILER THE INVALID DIES AND BTW THE WORLD SUCKS
VanillaMeerkats: REMEMBER THAT NOW
fat centipede: it's like SPOILER EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER KNOWN IS A LIE
VanillaMeerkats: SPOILER THE AUDIENCE KILLS THEMSELVES
fat centipede: SPOILER EVERYONE WHO READS THIS MANGA IS GOING TO BUY A SHOTGUN FROM WALMART AND SHOOT THEMSELVES IN THE BACK OF THEIR CAR

whoops i just accidentally until 5:30 a.m.

i can't sleep

and

i'm bad at art

and

bad at writing

also did i mention i can't sleep

edit: HNNGWENIUWHJELSFLDK WHY CAN'T I SLEEP

I HAVE TO GET UP IN AN HOUR

A FUCKING HOUR

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